anxious to get it over...

over the last few days, i have had a really heavy feeling in my heart. there is so much going on right now and i am so overwhelmed. i don't know what to do or think or how to feel.

i am so freakin lazy, i don't want to pack anything up--- but we have THREE days. GAH... that's like no time at all, when you think about how tomorrow i will be working over 12 hours (nice for the pay check, not for my sanity) thursday i have work CRAPPP for 10 hours, and friday, WELLL that's THE DAY

we hope to start painting this weekend. i really hope we get the keys friday. :P

AHHH, I NEED A NEW LIFE. or at least a new job. HA... that seems like it never happen.
alright, i am going to shower. i stink like ass.